There has been considerable time since my last blog entry. It may be that no one ever returns to read this, for it is long overdue. But I hope for the few that do take a moment, you understand and accept my apology for not writing sooner.
First and foremost, all credit is due to Sebastian, for planning and organizing the most amazing, life changing and perfect adventure. To this day, India was the best days of my life. I knew little of the effort, energy and patience required to create such an experience. Only now do I fully grasp the magnitude of what he invested to make such an extraordinary trip possible. However much time has passed, I still remember and reflect on what we shared together...every detail, every day, every moment. I treasure and honor his commitment not only to the trip, but to me as well. I will never forget it.
Secondly, I want to thank the matriarch of the family, dearest Ammachi, one of the gentlest and kindest people I have ever encountered. When I think of India, I think of her. For me, she is the soul of that great country. Although her smile's contagious, it was Ammachi's love and acceptance towards me that created such a comfortable and welcomed atmosphere. Her beautiful home matched her warm spirit. When I reach back into my memories, I remember Ammachi wearing huge headphones while relaxing in her wooden chair . It is quite a comical sight, but one of such innocence and delight. I miss her deeply.
A special thanks to Tatanti who will always be my favorite family member. I felt more connected to her than anyone else I met on the trip. Her humor and love touched me, as well as her frequent afternoon snack deliveries. Tatanti's presence created an extra special sweetness to India, for we shared so many wonderful moments together. From nose piercing to souvenir shopping, she was present on so many of our adventures. I remember her fondly, as she holds a special place in my heart.
Although our time was limited, I am thankful to have met Mollymanti and Kutichenuncle. It was such a pleasure to share a new country with wonderful people. They provided me with an opportunity to experience life in India as part of a family. Although their presence was greatly appreciated, I still wish I could have gotten to know them better.
Thanks and gratitude to Chandran, who was not only lovable but also had the best head wiggle. He made it possible to explore Kerala with the luxury and ease of a car, as well as the knowledge of where everything was located. Despite fearing for my life while driving, I really enjoyed our daily excursions of laughter and exploration. He alone gave India such a thrill.
Much appreciation to Kumari, Ammachi's fantastic cook who offered the gifts of fresh, nutritious and diverse foods. The smell of her cooking was enough to make my mouth water. I miss the array of delicious dishes, as well as her quiet presence in the kitchen. I offer my sincerest gratitude to her, as she is responsible my deep affinity towards Indian cuisine. I have yet to encounter anyone who comes close.
To Mr. and Mrs. Alappat, I am forever grateful for giving both Sebastian and I the blessing to visit your home, a place where I ultimately feel and consider to be my home. I have long since kept my Indian spirit alive. That trip lives in me and I will never be the same again. My sincerest thanks and acknowledgment for giving me such a life altering, eye opening, deep human connection and experience. It is one of the greatest gifts to my life and I know will forever remain that way.
And finally, thank you to all the readers who were dedicated to our journey and followed along for the ride. You were my driving motivation. I looked forward to sharing each moment with all of you, helping to feel connected from around the world. It was an absolute pleasure to write for such a captive and dedicated audience. I thank you for taking your time to read along.
My apologies for not acknowledging and thanking all of you sooner. Sometimes lessons become clear long after the initial pain was caused. It is with my sincerest apology that is entry was not written in a timely manner. As always, I offer only love and peace. I come from a place of goodness.
To all of you.......Thank you.
